Policed/Protected

I woke up to voices on the radio. They said a judge reversed the jury’s decision, and Peter Liang will serve no jail time.

Peter Liang, the NYPD officer who killed Akai Gurley, was found guilty of manslaughter. But the judge reduced the conviction to “criminally negligent homicide” and the punishment to five years’ probation and 800 hours of community service.

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Akaila and Akai Gurley (photo via Buzzfeed)


I wanted them to say that Akai Gurley was just walking down the stairs in his apartment building.
I wanted them to say that Peter Liang fired his gun blindly into the stairwell because he heard a sound.
I wanted them to say that after his bullet hit Akai Gurley, Peter Liang left him on the ground.
I wanted them to say that Peter Liang was required to give CPR to Akai Gurley, but he didn’t.
I wanted them to say that instead of helping, he refused to answer calls from a 911 operator and his commanding officer while a man he shot lay on the ground dying.
Instead of helping, he texted his union representative and worried about being fired.
I wanted them to say that Peter Liang wasn’t even supposed to be patrolling the stairs of that building.
I wanted them to say that Akai Gurley had a two year-old baby at the time of his murder, a baby girl named after him, a baby girl who lost her dad.

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Memorial in the Pink Houses building where Akai Gurley died (Photo via The New York Times)


I wanted to say that the Pink Houses, where Akai and his family lived, were so far away from my own house in Brooklyn that it took me two trains, one bus, and an hour of travel time to get there for the vigil. When I got there, I saw nothing except brown public housing buildings, one after another. I wondered where residents could work, how they could buy groceries.

I wanted to ask how we would have reacted if the shooting had happened one hour from my house in the other direction. If, instead of East New York, a man had been killed by the police in an Upper East Side staircase.

Would we be more indignant that an innocent man was murdered by police if he had been wealthy and White? Would it be so easy to write off his death as an accident? Can we even imagine it?

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If you find yourself in Carroll Gardens

If you find yourself in Carroll Gardens between the hours of 9 p.m. and 3 a.m. follow the scent of freshly baked bread hot from the oven to Henry Street. The aroma is overwhelming, and it will lead you to a nearly unmarked door with a doorbell. Ring it, don’t be shy. The bakery is closed, but in actuality, these are the peak hours. A baker will open the kitchen door, and you’ll see racks and racks full of bread and a flock of bakers bustling to make even more. The baker who answers the door will ask you what kind of bread you want and charge you very little. (Bring cash.) In exchange you’ll get a bag of bread and that delicious smell to take home.

It’s been two days since Devin and I did this, and the bag of bread still smells just like the bakery kitchen. I keep going into the kitchen to steal whiffs.

If you find yourself in Carroll Gardens